new journal: run_the_risk

there's no doubt that i've changed a lot in the last year or two, and it's plainly obvious if you go back and read older entries of mine (or ones that i've reposted and claimed as new). i've had the misfortune of being called "amazing", "inspiring", and all sorts of other things that eventually made me write in such a way to try to satisfy certain ( Read more... )

one day in my genetics lab, i was rattling off reasons i'm unhappy in there, and one of the points i made was that the 2 hours i spend in there are 2 hours of my life i'll never get back. someone replied to that with "don't say it like that", and i've been thinking about the subject for a few days now ( Read more... )

periodically i go through spells where i don't feel so well emotionally, more often than not there's not any reason for it, and after a day or so i get over it ( Read more... )

lately i've come to the decision that i'd really like to work in a bakery, preferably in Italy somewhere. Sarah isn't adverse to the idea of living in Europe, so for the time being, she's humoring my silliness. when i move to tuscaloosa, since it'll be a few months before the bike shop is even hiring, i'll have to get a job elsewhere for a while, ( Read more... )

it's right in the middle of the bike show season, and a lot of companies brought out incredible new things for the Eurobike show in Friedrichshafen, Germany and the EICMA show in Milan. looking at the pictures has left me lusting over some of the new bikes (not to mention the desire to go to Italy and have a custom frame built for me), so i thought ( Read more... )

i wasn't really using the last post as a pity party- i was just saying that i felt like that this journal had completely gone away from what it was that made you folks add me as a friend in the first place. if you go back and look at my entries from a year or two ago, they were so much more meaningful than the ones i've been doing as of late. being ( Read more... )

it's obvious that this is getting trite and boring.

feel free to delete me.

seriously.

i have nothing relevant to say anymore.

hi ( Read more... )

everyone go wish danwarning a happy birthday. he's an awesome guy, and deserves the well-wishes ( Read more... )