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Once again, so much has changed since my last post. Dustin and I took a break for about a month, which allowed me to think and do some soul-searching. Dustin and I are back together, and engaged again. He makes me happy, and being with him lets me be a happier person than what I was without him. I know he genuinely loves me, and that's not ( Read more... ) -
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So on Saturday Dustin and I talked things through. We traded our stuff back to each other and are officially broken up. We're on good terms though. Once he had a chance to calm down I think he could see my side of things. It was painful, but I'm relieved. Maybe later on down the line a more significant relationship with him could work, but not ( Read more... ) -
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I'm going to try to keep this updated more regularly again. I really have missed it.
Today I visited Jocelen at Blades Salon and she did my hair. Shorter layers and red color. It looks really good, but I would always liie it to be even MORE vibrant and bright. Mostly I was just happy to get some girl time in with Joc. It had been far too long ( Read more... ) -
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Kind of surprised my 'ol trusty LJ still exists.
I guess I haven't felt compelled to write anything for a very long time; I'd forgotten how therapeutic this was for me. Anyway...
A lot has changed since my last post. I got promoted to assistant manager at my Hot Topic store. Still part-time, but the pay is way better and now I get benefits & ( Read more... ) -
Time is running out
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, about the path I've chosen to take, and decisions I need to be making for the future, a future that is becoming clearer in my head each day ( Read more... ) -
And so, the lion fell in love with the lamb.
I have not updated this thing in far too long.
Life has been going well the last few months. Going well, and quickly too.
I've finally found someone who makes me truly happy. Someone that I would've never dreamt in a million years would pay even an ounce of attention to me. Yet he says he loves me and treats me nothing short of amazing.
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Death of a Season
So I'm sitting here on Dustin's laptop, and I'm entertaining myself for a bit while the Sacred Sorrow boys practice out in the garage. It's been a little while since I posted a blog, so I figured now would be good while I have a bit of time on my hands ( Read more... ) -
October Always.
I've come to a conclusion recently that I really need to go see my doctor soon. Or a psychiatrist/psychologist. Whenever I'm PMSing and during my period, my emotions are so completely out of control. It's not the normal cranky, mood swings that most girls deal with. I'm either crazy-happy and giggly, almost elated, or I'm really upset and angry ( Read more... ) -
Conclusion
Being sick means I will binge.
Note to self: NEVER get sick. Never.
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Things are going to change.
I'm going to change. I need to, desperately.
I'm done being the emotional rollercoaster, I'm done with the self-doubt and the procrastination.
All of that just depresses me and then I spiral even more out of control.
I'm giving up alcohol for a while. I just do it far too often and embarass myself. Besides the fact that ( Read more... )