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thejonhill

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Oct 27, 2005 07:22

i've been in the hospital for the past week and two days. i took 80 clonidine (blood pressure medicine given to me for withdrawals) and slit my wrists. apparently i lowered my blood pressure so much with the clonidine that i didn't lose but a pint or two of blood. hugh drove me to the hospital after i realized that death was going to take days. ( Read more... )

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undergrounddan October 27 2005, 16:28:23 UTC

my family goes up to black mountain for two weeks over the summer every year just to take a break from life and relax. there's just something therapeutic about that place, it really slows life down. maybe it's because the lifestyle there is just much more mellow and not as high paced as a city like charlotte. anyways, good luck.

bestet October 27 2005, 16:39:49 UTC

*hug* I don't even know you.. but I hope things get better...

_lemons October 27 2005, 19:39:13 UTC

hang in there dude. if it makes you feel better, what you went through has sort of made hugh and i wake up and decide to stay as far away from shit like that as we can. wish you could have been at ghostface last night. everyone that has asked about you wishes you the best. give me a call sometime dude. i still want to do this hiphop shit.

pallmallsanreno October 27 2005, 19:43:35 UTC

Same goes for me jon. like always, im always here for you pal. i hope you get shit done. i would write more, but i cant put my friends into enough words worth their importance.

staticsexa October 27 2005, 21:10:55 UTC

hey i love you man. i am glad you didn't die. i hope you get to a better place in life. good luck

antifiag19 October 28 2005, 23:19:34 UTC

panic attacks are the WORST. I used to have extreme anxiety problems..like i couldn't leave my house for several months because I would get them whenever I was away. Of course I am on meds now, it seems to be the solution for everything.

my foster sister ended up on suicide watch for doing something similar...that is how she became my foster sister. Her mom was crazy.

anyways, good luck. I hope you'll still be able to write in here and keep us updated.

i am sure it is scary and you're gonna go through withdrawl...but a drug/alcohol free lifestyle is amazing. you'll see you don't need those crutches. I'm straight edge. that's just me. anyways, i'm done rambling.