...you wake up...because it was all a fucked up dream ( Read more... )

Relief hits you with a pleasant impact as you reach the end of the long corridor leading back to the main entrance. "Pleasant" quickly becomes "painful" and "relief" quickly becomes "devestation" as you arrive at the entrance only to realize that it is no longer an entrance but a large brick wall. There is no time for indecisiveness. You decide to ( Read more... )

To ensure that your presence and recent realization will go unnoticed, you rise from your seat as nonchalantly and slowly as possible and begin the long journey through the shiny medical cart crop field. Your fears and horrors are elevated three-fold as you glance back into the direction of the subject with the exposed brain and realize that it is ( Read more... )

Desentized by televison and assorted horror movies, you are quickly able to snap out of the trance this morbid scene has put you in. You begin to investigate some of the medical carts. Chunks of brain-matter on one cart. A pile of dark-brown livers on another. Assorted muscle tissue on still another. In the midst of thanking this godless world for ( Read more... )

Once again, you're required to pick your mom up from work at the hospital. You arrive in the massive parking lot that surrounds the building and end up parking by the river once again. This day is particularly beautiful with the sun shining and not a cloud in the sky. The river is calm and many small pleasure-crafts can be seen transporting happy ( Read more... )

I lay here silent ( Read more... )

Anguish is realizing what could have been, but never was. It's emptiness that fills the cup ( Read more... )

In the end, the only person you can really relate to is yourself. So, why bother with the rest of humanity? Exploitation? It's the only alternative. Exploitation is a requirement in order for an individual to get what they want. You may believe that you are able to think of a situation where your association with another individual isn't ( Read more... )

So, I've been feeling all nostalgic and shit. I've been listening to a lot of Alice In Chains as of late. This came about as I was travelling with Sheldon back from Toronto and I decided to pop in their unplugged cd. It is absolutely amazing. Out of all of the bands that I listen to and have listened to in the past, I can honestly say that Alice In ( Read more... )

Was there ever a point in our relationship (however significant or insignificant it may be) where I said, "Please unload all of your problems on me. I have all of the answers. I will pander to your every need ( Read more... )