I've been caught in my own cynicism. Everything I've believed about the impossibility of having "the perfect relationship" has all been thrown back in my face. It's been about a month now and I'm still in total disbelief at how well everything is going. I wouldn't change anything. I wouldn't want anything to be different about her. This is ( Read more... )

I find myself in a state of happiness. I've got a pretty decent job that I enjoy and I work with one of my best friends. Most of the time, it's just the two of us setting deck and fence posts and building fences and decks, but sometimes the boss comes around. It's basically getting paid to work out and tan. I couldn't be happier with my job. But ( Read more... )

I've found it again. But this time I'm not letting it go. Circumstances beyond our control took it away from me. It just wasn't time. This time, I'm not going to try and convince myself that it's not right and that I don't need it. At the time, I even knew that it was something I should hold on to. There were so many times after I had let it go ( Read more... )

"My goldfish is swimming around all excited inside the fishbowl on the fridge so I reach up and drop a Valium in its water ( Read more... )

It's hard knowing that you might be the one preventing someone else from enjoying their life. It's difficult trying to deal with the fact that a person's happiness is being prevented by you. It's almost unbearable to think that someone's ability to accomplish what they want to do revolves around you moving on with your life. Such is the case with ( Read more... )

I have taken every precaution to ensure that I don't enter into another horrible realtionship. Where has this left me? It has left me with impossibly high standards. It has left me in a perpetual state of apprehension towards the opposite sex. It has left me firmly believing that "the right girl for me" does not exist. The whole social dance that ( Read more... )

This is a post I made in response to someone else's post regarding an animal cruelty video made by PETA as propaganda. Although this post was made a while back, the issue came up again in one of my recent coversations. Imagine that...me conversing with people ( Read more... )

This is a perfect example of why I am so misanthropic and express a universal disgust for every human being of every race and ethnicity including my own. This is not just an occurrence within Canada or the United States. As you will read, people in other parts of the world are just as selfish, greedy, and arrogant. This is definately a good read. ( Read more... )

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This is an ode to all of the hackers out there. Well, actually, there are hackers that I consider out of my sight and out of my mind because they are causing misery like the kind explained below. But the ones who create viruses...this is for you. I'm slightly disheartened at the thought of these people not having the privilege to read this entry ( Read more... )