Like anything else you want to succeed at, apathy is something that requires a lot of practice. You can't just walk into a situation and claim to not give a shit about it when, in every other situation of your life, you've expressed care. You'll fail miserably. People will see right through your fake tone of voice, your fake facial expressions, and ( Read more... )

Dear Government ( Read more... )

The surgeries are done. So far, they all seem successful. In the coming week, however, I'll need to make sure that the rats' wounds aren't becoming infected and swollen and I'll need to make sure that they aren't chewing at the stopper-ring. I'll also need to make sure that I inject a disinfectant through the cannulae to clean out the rats' mouths ( Read more... )

Am I an asshole for applauding others' misery? If not, am I an asshole for being offended by their very existence ( Read more... )

So, I haven't updated in a long time. I have nothing (everything) to say. I will be returning back to school in about 2 weeks. I have enjoyed my summer, even though I worked at a job that I utterly despised. I have met a lot of new friends. I have tasted popularity again. I am anxious to return to my life of introversion and loneliness. Although ( Read more... )

About 3 months back, in the massive cemetary by my home, they buried another body. It is very rare for me to actually see them burying the casket. Naturally, this event stood out in my mind. In a cemetary, you are just another headstone. Your name is synonymous with everyone else's in the sense that you are all "the dead and buried ( Read more... )

Eat the shit that I constantly feed you on a daily basis. Never bite the hand that feeds you. In your suit, you are a slave. Follow the rest of the sheep.

I tried to tell you there's something dead in me ( Read more... )

"Women, once celebrated as an essential half of spiritual enlightenment, had been banished from the temples of the world. There were no female Orthodox rabbis, Catholic priests, nor Islamic clerics. The once hallowed act of Hieros Gamos--the natural sexual union between man and woman through which each became spiritually whole--had been recast as a ( Read more... )

Why is it so hard for someone to accept the fact that you have legitimate reasons for your thoughts and actions? Who are they to tell you that you're wrong for thinking the way you do and then call you "stubborn" when you don't agree with them? I don't respond well to demands and I don't respond well to people telling me my reasoning is flawed when ( Read more... )