why am i so afraid to move on.

sex.
drugs.
hippies.
alcohol.
more sex.

in the dark, we were all strip searched, but nothing was found..

have you ever wondered if God made a mistake when making you?
me either...

but sometimes i think i was supposed to be a boy.. not a girl...

but it seems fitting.. to do a "what im thankful for post ( Read more... )

i wish more people still used LJ...

its time to take control of my own emotions...
rid myself of all of these crutches...

oh this is the start of something good...

to the girl that lost it all that night, who tried with all her might, to run as fast as she can...

im so poor.. im collecting all the change in my apartment to put gas in my car..
pathetic? yes...

im weak...
i miss this kid..

life is good.
i just need a drinking buddy.

"sometimes when im on, im really fucking on,
and my friends see no wrong, and they love me.
but the lows are so extreme, that the good seems fucking cheap.
and it teases me for weeks in its abscence."