"Here's the day you hoped would never come
Don't feed me violins
just run with me through rows of speeding cars.
The papercuts the cheating lovers
The coffee's never strong enough
i know you think it's more than just bad luck

There there baby
it's just text book stuff
it's in the ABC of growing up"

starting over again...
hmmm...
this is about the 20th time in the past 2 years..
but this time im determined to win.
for fucks sake.

its been awhile.. but im going to start writing in here. woah.. live journal, thats so last summer.

we are too young. we are too young to be losing friends. we are too young to be losing our fathers or mothers. we are too young to be losing brothers and sisters... but it happens... and i guess it all happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. and you my friend are in my prayers ( Read more... )

the last time my mom called me acting like that was when brady died...

this time 3 people died... well.. one physically... and 2 emotionally.

i couldnt bear to tell her that we are being kicked out of this apartment... and i still dont have a job... and i have no money...

she wouldnt have been able to process it all...

ever have those moments where everything seems to be moving around you a hundred times faster than possible, everything is a blur? i have these moments more and more often....

Someone tell me what I am doing is right ( Read more... )

its 8pm and ive been awake for 2 hours today...