day in and day out i am force fed a dose of mediocrity and am not in the least bit fond of this apparently prescribed something-or-other ( Read more... )

some people never warrant the responses they want and some people never recieve the responses they deserve ( Read more... )

i have nothing to wear and my head hurts and my eyes are all dark and puffy. what a bitch ( Read more... )

nobody signs up to rank so low

i really really hate christianity...or more specifically-christian churches, mass, that kind of thing. it's just one big guilt trip and it's full of superstitions, i think. soo over it ( Read more... )

man what a halfwit fuck! yr all fucks! boy, i can't wait to see the other one, at least SHE has books!

anywho, for something deep...or something to think about anyway:
there are really no bad experiences...think about it

i've been asleep for over four months. i can no longer remember my life. i witness it and nothing more. my memory is unreliable; it's interrupted by things i only think i see ( Read more... )

( because it's long as my torso )

okay, you all better appreciate this because i'm going blind trying to read my scribble handwriting-you'll know what i mean if you've seen it. um let's see, i'll try to warn you/get you warmed up for the read ahead. okay, it's like spur of the moment rambling about nothing in particular trying to summarize myself and the way i felt today and what ( Read more... )

have i been awake this whole time or has it just now happened? there's no way of telling because i'm wide awake now. and i cant tell whether i've been having dreams or flashbacks. my eyes are heavy and my head too; my neck has a hard time holding it up. when i close my eyes am i sleeping or blinking? whichever it is, it takes a long time to ( Read more... )