I'd like to think that I am charming and witty and smart enough for boys to want to be my friend for more of a reason than just to get in my pants. Am I a boring person? Apparently, because once you don't sleep with someone, and you make that clear to them, they have no more reason to talk to you. It's ridiculous. Especially if they've known since ( Read more... )

Everything is changing, and for the first time ever I feel like I can handle it, and that I am ready for it.

BRING
IT
ON!

Ugh. Sunshine might have Lyme disease. I just have to wait for the vet to call me and tell me her test results. Fortunately it's easily cured with antibiotics. I just hate being in suspense. She got the blood test on Wednesday, and the vet still hasn't called ( Read more... )

Yup, so for those of you who don't know, I adopted the most adorable dog about 2 months ago. Her name is Sunshine. :D


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I feel like I've been so busy lately.

but i think this is the happiest i've been in my entire life.

i feel better

even though i have a shitty job, it pays, and i can pay rent.
after we get a roommate we may get a puppy! :D
winter is just around the corner, and i CAN'T WAIT!!

i'm stoked for the future.

this is what i do. i get drunk. i fuck things up.

shawn doesn't want to talk to me anymore cause i was an asshole to him last night.
i'm pretty sure all his friends hate me.

and all because i'm a stupid drink bitch who can't keep their shit together.

i've been crying myself to sleep for more than a week ( Read more... )

i think things are going to get alot better pretty soon.

last night was pretty weird.

still so many questions about it.

like how did we get home?

at what point in the night did i go to eriks house?

oooorgh.