I want to keep this ( Read more... )

six weeks left. every time i count the days it just makes me wish i had already dropped out ( Read more... )

Soooo... last night was INSANE.

The question every person that stayed at the hotel asked this morning was "Where are my pants?"

Hahahaha.

Bedtime. :)

all of you that are a little confused:

my step dad kicked me out of the house sunday. i've been staying with merritt.

there is a party tomorrow night at the flagship.

4099397305 for details.

step dad is such a fucking piece of shit. i really want to blame him for being the reason why i do the things i do, like be slutty and drink alone, and fuck up relationships with guys especially. i want him to take the rap for making me not sleep at night, and making me take anti-anxiety horse tranquilizers ( Read more... )

oh august! you can not get here soon enough! i know that after may the months will just fly by so fast, and before i know it i'll be in colorado. i'm excited to be there already. i just want to be there. get a job as a bartender. or a liftie. or a lifeguard at the rec center.

just to be anywhere but here!

i will not be returning to school in the fall. i will more than likely be in colorado towards the end of august. and that is something to look forward to.

i think i want to move to colorado at the end of the summer. work all summer long. get some money. move up to colorado. snowboard every day. party every night. get a job there. train with sean there. i'm not happy here. i'm always happy there. i always feel normal there. i feel so go there. maybe just hang out for a year, then go back to school... ( Read more... )

Well. They're moved out. It doesn't feel as nice as I thought it would to be alone. But then again, I probably wouldn't want to live with someone who punches holes in the walls, or breaks coffee table or throws chairs across the room, either.

I suppose I'll be moving this weekend. And meet three new people who I can form relationships with only to ( Read more... )

This is not meant to offend anyone.  Anyone with any religion may just want to go ahead and not read this.
Dear God,

Today I had mission training. As you know, I have a mission trip in June, where we go to Clovis, California, and build houses for the people there. We took notes for training, and I learned something new.

Of course, as Christians, we ( Read more... )