"Everything has been figured out, except how to live."

[thelibrarian]

The history of my journal keeping is a string of gaps punctuated with justifications, reasons for my time sans written expression. Usually, I'll write out something like a fifteen minute Hamlet of what's happened since the last writing orgy. The tone almost always starts out as this has. Have I always suspected I was clever? Does anyone else fondly

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[trampili]

I'm glad you're alright.

<3

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[thelibrarian]

thank you.

i thought of you when i was in the emergency room. besides not knowing if my arm was broken, which was bad enough, i really had to use the restroom and they made me wait a very long time. i finally rebelled and got myself up and found the restroom. i was thinking, if this was vicky's hospital, she'd help me.

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[trampili]

Awww, poor thing. It gets so busy at the hospital that time flies for those working, but it never passes to the ones waiting. Everyone gets stressed out in the end.

But was your arm broken or 'just' hurt? Are you all fixed now?

[anosako]

give me a number to call you at hon. i miss you. glad to know you're alive and still kicking necessary ass *kiss*

-V-

[thelibrarian]

do you still have the old number? i miss you too.

lol, for a minute i thought you wrote kissing necessary ass and i was like, "who told?"

i'm not good at kissing ass at all. and i'm not as good at hiding my frustration in incompetence as i had hoped. ah, well. maybe i should be taking acting lessons as well as communications classes. the communications classes don't help the other guy.

i'm busy until next summer but we'll have to connect and catch up soon. take care of you.

[anosako]

yes, same number, it is my cell.

feel free to harass my ass. and kiss it indefinitely. ^_^ ♥ ♥ ♥

[quest]

there you are. most hello to you.

[thelibrarian]

ah, here i am. if it were possible, i'd misplace me.

most hello to you. i saw bits of what you've been writing lately. i hope you go with your instincts and continue to do what you know is best for you. you know, don't let people guilt you into covering their ass. your karma will reflect what you're doing for your theater. unless you want to, don't beat yourself up over things that are meant (or not meant) to be. you do what you can and you know it.

enjoy now.

[quest]

and, see, i really miss you, is the thing. you just proved it. thank you and we should reconnect soon.

[sweet_dandelion]

Hey sweetie! I am not sure if I have your phone number or the right one at that. Can you email it to me so I can call you? I want to talk to you so bad because I miss you and want to hear your voice. You are always in my thoughts and you always will be. You are my best friend/sister FOREVER.

[quean]

You're missed.

I don't know if you get comments emailed... and I don't know if you're even able to check anything online lately...

but I wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday. :)