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The truth will set you free
Wednesday 7/13 I took the day off to spend the day with my friend who was visiting in town from Japan. I've known him since 2013 and literally fell in love with him at first sight, but I was in a relationship with someone else at the time. He soon then flew to Japan and came back into town periodically. I've had this infatuation with him but never ( Read more... ) -
I want to tell you how I feel
But then everything would have to fall apart and start anew.
I don't know if I can handle that right now.
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Ghosts
You still haunt me in dreams, the way your kiss lingered on my lips. And I have regrets of not being honest that night, for I still wonder what could have been had I said the other truth. It eats at me, but my desire can never be; I do not believe you’ll meet me again. Once bitten, twice shy, three times you’re blocked.
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Insomnia
I really should sleep.
Do others still use this?
Sending out the call.
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In the moment
Lights burning
hair drying
music in the background in a language i dare to understand
I do miss Japan
but I do love my family as well.
I wish both were in the same world. I wouldn't feel so torn most of the time. -
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Enforcing at PAX, PPC, and PPD
This was a strange show for me. Strange because I went into it a little unsure of where I was gong to be (and this was of no one's fault but my own), a breakdown a week prior to the show, and not all the usual days off to participate fully into the show. It really felt like a 3-day show instead of the full 4 days, because I wasn't on site in full ( Read more... )
