it seems i haven't wrote in here for the longest time. i dont understand... not situations but the abilities that those have who cant let go of anything at all. i wish i ... actually im done writhing in my mysery and thinking about things ill no longer be writing in a journal. seems a bit to bleak for me to be sending what i dont understand out ( Read more... )

"See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest,
your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo.
It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me."

made me think of you. i love you.

there is this one girl in my life that i like and i wish i could tell her. she has all these funny habits. she laughs really hard when i tickle her and i love to see her smile. if i catch her off guard she yells AHHH! she cuddles up with me all the time and when she sleeps i hear ducks quacking from time to time. she used to play in toilet ( Read more... )

things are going well i hope for this move. im supposed to hear from chris for the studio apartments and at the same time i am supposed to hear from the university soon as to whether or not i get in for the long run. i miss doing things the easy way. sometimes i forget that it gets even harder than it already is right now. i am greatful for all ( Read more... )

so my throat hurts like a mutha and i cant seem to do anything but look at this nasty keyboard right now. its got black dirt marks and yuck. wholley cow i hope you never get to wanting brand name things like jenny does. she is on the computer next to me looking at thousand dollar purses. these arent even nice, they look like someone messed up ( Read more... )

even now i cant stop thinking about you. i feel as if im a child drawn to you. i am just overwhelmed by the amount of time that we spend together and cant get enough of each other. less than a month to go. im happy and nervous at the same time. nervous in a good way. i cant believe we will finally be able to be together. im happy. and soon we ( Read more... )

so i decided to come to tuscon and surprise the girl of my dreams... to my surprise she wasnt there. dun Dun DUN!!! man i had flowers and everything too. its ok though cause the lady downstairs let me use her phone and an hour later i saw my lady and got the title for scariest male on the third floor(id like to thank jessica for that one). then ( Read more... )

so much is said in the context of feelings that it is hard to pull out of a situation like that. i know and understand your position and truth be told your way and ideas are best in this case. i just have such a strong pull to you and all that you stand for that i want to be a part of your life for good. as long as you will let me and as soon as ( Read more... )

hmm what to say that wont sound redundant... hmm what to say that wont sound redundant... hmm what to say that wont sound like poo. haha. tricked ya. at school now just taking my time typing out a little thoughtpoo. remember that sign at the pool with all the rules? no running by the poo. no eating by the poo. wait at least 30 min after eating ( Read more... )

for the past two days i've seen little things that keep me thinking about god. i've seen little bible verses with al and at work i saw someone get a bible for a tip along with the money which they let me see the bible, i have talked to god in a conversational manner, as well i have seen my friends tell me that prayer is necessary and tell me about ( Read more... )