I really like this whole going out and doing things deal...Sometime last week I snuk into the Radio Tavern for a show. I'v never really snuk into a place before it was actually pretty easy. Thats not such a big deal though cause if I had an ID I could have gotten in anyway. ANYWHO it was still fun. Then there was some party thing at the Clique(?) a ( Read more... )

GOD I hate being brainwashed. I need a job so badly. Its actually becoming a life or death situation, or at least something about my sanity and anything I might have retained from high school. I don't want to end up knowing more about the TBS line up than any of those subject school was about...blahblahblah. Plus I'm bored out of my mind. Its ( Read more... )

I'v been thinking alot about my dad lately. I could have sworn I did pretty well on the healing after he died. Yet everytime I hit on something that reminds me of the situation of it all I can't control my sadness. I was so close. Just a few months away from having enough money to visit him in Nebraska. I so much wanted to know him. To be his only ( Read more... )

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Sadness is a tricky emotion. But I'm not here to talk about sadness. I'm here to say im turning 20 tomorrow! WOOO! SO, I expect a Pony and $3,000 ThankYou.

Well Jayson and I are officially broken up. I am not going to give details because I'm not that kind of person but I'm very upset about it and it was me that ended it. How great is that. My decision and I'm not even happy about it. Its been about 2 hours or so since I'v seen him and I'm already ready to take him back. I miss him after 2 hours ( Read more... )

Well, I tried my hand at living in an apartment. It was a very maturing experience. I was living in a house full of people I enjoy very much. They are like my family. I'm so sad about leaving, I keep this dream in my head that even though I didn't pay rent for the last month and only half of the rent before that that maybe Dick, the landlord ( Read more... )