i think i've found the reason my confidence is shot to hell... whenever im in new places or just hanging out with people in general... i find this girl attractive, or this girl's sense of humor is similar to mine... every now and then i'll find a girl that i like just a little bit... and of course i'll say something to a friend or pal or whatever ( Read more... )

my grandfather is the greatest man i've ever known... a true hero. good christian man with a hug that cures cancer... if i am one day to become like him, consider confidence peaked. i absolutely love him to death... so why is he put through so much pain in one life time? i was told once after gunpowder exploded in his face that he had to go get the ( Read more... )

as of september 8th 2007... i am a member of xbox live. if anyone that reads this is a fellow online gamer, my profile name is SniperTool... such a very descriptive name for my personal interess on halo... i snipe and i concentrate by jamming to tool ( Read more... )

"that's all life is- a series of moments ( Read more... )

woah hold on a tick... i've really gotta shit ( Read more... )

i think that it's official... i don't attend the college as a student, but my past week has consisted of me spending more time at roanoke college than my own apt. i've met some good people. most of which have been given nicknames since we all know i suck at names. although i think i finally got the names down pat... i'll make a list of names and ( Read more... )

we have 9 rooms occupied and 4 reservations... boredom is in great supply today. so... calls are enthusiastically welcomed ( Read more... )

when the sun peaks over the farthest sight i have of route 460... i will light the second half of my last cigarette. i've decided that i WANT to quit. im not completely determined, so i wont say its done for good after this. but im surely hoping i muster the strength to refrain from yet another weakness of mine in the future. i wish i never started ( Read more... )

so i've made it past the 3:00 midpoint. yes! only 5 more hours to go!......... im dying ( Read more... )

and i forgot to mention in my last entry... i've decided to try once more at the quitting of my addiction to cancer sticks... patrick and nikki are against the idea, for fear of their lives mainly. i've quit for 4 days at a time and both ended in very bad attitudes and headaches and urges to bring extreme pain to my sister. i kinda choked her the ( Read more... )