havent done this in a while. my life as of late has been very good, and to top it all off im in a really loving relationship with a sweet ass girl. she really makes me fill like im really loved and cared about, eventhough we live like an hour away its still worth it when i get to see her. though it is hard not being able to see her all the time i ( Read more... )

it's my motha fuckin birf day nigga's yeaaayaa, hwhut, okaaaaaaaayyyyyyy.

This is the hardest and most important LJ enrty i'm ever going to type. this is about something that has been apart of me for the last four years, and will be apart of me for the rest of my life. as a young boy i grew up being obese never knowing what to do to help myself out to lose it either. then at fifteen i decided that i needed a change, that ( Read more... )

I stair at the stars every night now, just like i used to as a kid. I fill exactly the same as i did back then, wondering what the future holds for me. The pain hasn't left yet, but it's getting better day by day. I find myself being mad at the world more and more everyday, shit.... i've getting into four fight in the last week. It really sucks ( Read more... )

if my life isn't already fucking great enough my dad told me that he has Cancer. i wish all these tears would stop, it just fills like god has a vandetta against me. my life sucks, no matter what i do it always leeds me back to the shit hole i started from

so yeah here is the real explanation. i walk into my apt to find my girlfriend suckin dick. alright she tries to justify this by saying that some girl called her saying i cheated in her with the girl on the phone. and if you know me you know i would rather kill myself then put someone through me cheating on them. but back to the story, yeah i ended ( Read more... )

today i finally realized it was over from the beginning. i drug it out longer than what i should and now i suffer for it. it's my own fault though, i should have known that it was going to end like this. but i come from a long line of stubborn idiots, so it's only in my nature to try to make things work when they were broke from the beginning.

i'm a broke ass joke, i came too terms with that a long time ago. but some how i'm going to scroungle up a "few" bucks to get most of my sleeved filled. you know where i'm getting it done, it's going to be next tues on the 4th. so if y'all want you could come visit for a bit, it would be greatly appreciated. and don't worry i'm going to be in the ( Read more... )

jsut hangingout at the new apartment. got cable/ internet now and it's pritty nice. if anyone wants to stop on by just give me a call. 513-5633

these last couple days i've been able to do things that i havent in a while. eventhough i lost someone i loved in the proses she's it seems she's better off, and all i've ever wanted was for her to be happy. though it may hurt worst then any pain hopefully i can mend this heart and give it to someone that appreciates it and doesn't, and doesn't ( Read more... )