i'm just continuing the shit show. years later. it's 2012. going on 2013. i'll catch you up i'm sure. i just need a place to sort things out. i'm cannedass. hi.

An old friend reminded me of writing. I left evertyhign and moved back to my small hell hole of a hometown in NY almost two years ago now. To pursue happiness. I must say I was refreshed but I think I'm overstaying my welcome. Maybe I'll keep this up but to anyone who's reading you're remembered.

The partys over, really. I've sobered up and now all I want to do is dance. SO if you want to dance too, I suggest www.livejournal.com/users/cisforcandance

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Livejournal just erased my entry that talked about how awful of a weekend this has been... rightfully so I guess ( Read more... )

Last night when I was trying to go to sleep I kept waking myself up from clenching my teeth. It was causing me pain. Then I started thinking all these really terrible thoughts about myself and my life. And I called my friend Yasmin and she listened .. but what can anybody really say or do to help you know. Anyway... she got off the phone with me ( Read more... )

Yes, I have been missing in action. I've moved out to live on my own but even my closest friends don't seem to know where to find me.... I couldn't even tell you where to begin looking. But I can give you my new phone number. Please call me because I have the time nor the energy to call. I'm a fucking bastard.
562 505 0899

I hate this.

So what?

Im beginning to think this is a losing battle.