I got off the phone with my girlfriend a few hours ago only to find out she is having a good old time with friends and such.... I am, on the other hand, stuck at home b/c my father thinks it is not "normal" for me to be out all night and be wasting the day. Last time I checked I was 19 and I believe that entitles me to be able to make my own ( Read more... )

Last night/this morning was just great, I got to hang out with my girlfriend which made out to be a real highlight of my week... hell my month to be honest.... maybe even year. I am realizing really quickly that she is definitely different then all my other relationships... this is obviously a really good thing and I really like her, and it is not ( Read more... )

Well, I am now going out with one of the most beautiful girls I have ever seen. This is the same girl that I was talking about earlier. She is such a sweetie, and I have only my friend Bob and good old myspace to thank, for they helped us get in touch with each other. And for a change I am worried she might get bored with me, but I think it is just ( Read more... )

I borrowed this from my friend's (deb.) lj, I figure I should fill one of these things at least once ( Read more... )

Yes there is a war about to happen, a war for a girl (just like most wars with the exception to wars for money or political power). A girl I only meet recently... meet only for like an hour or two. A girl I made fun of because she said she wasn't drunk when she couldn't even hold her drink. A girl who has caught my interest with only one problem, ( Read more... )

Well this Wed. I have an interview for the security job. I can't wait to be working again and have money to spend. From what I can tell, I am already a shoe in for the job ( Read more... )

Ya, my parents are not allowing me to do anything on the fact I have no job and no money which makes sense, they don't want me doing anything except trying to find a job. It is the hardest thing to get out here. It is as if you had to live here all your life in order to get a job, and what kills me is that I can probably do all the jobs that I have ( Read more... )

Well fuck going to fremont now, I rather stay here and be with people who actually enjoy my company... and that they really couldn't get rid of me if they tried. There are only like three people I would love to see in fremont that would be Sarah, Dale, and David O... the rest of you guys can go and blow me, and because of that I am changing my ( Read more... )

Well I am back in Manteca, which in some ways sucks and in others it is good. I am going back to church now and even joined my mom's church choir (my mom's church is not the same one that I will be attending on sunday). So most of my weekends are pretty dead so far, with sing on saturday with my mom and on sunday going to church with friends and in ( Read more... )

Why couldn't I have meet this person earlier? Why God? WHY!!!!?