I feel fucking out of it today... I am not really sure why but I am. I have a nice research paper that is due tomorrow which I have to get on and I plan on it after a nice nap ( Read more... )

Ya, I am sorry to announce that this will be my last entry for probably a long time. I don't expect too many people to really care but I thought I should at least be up right about that. I might continue to read other people's journals and make comments but I am not really sure I really care to make lame comments anymore.

I have not updated my journal for awhile and there is so much I need and should talk about, but I don't think I could possibly get to all of them. Any who, I have been doing the same old things, you know, nothing special except for: I started smoking cigs now; I now understand why people get addicted to them, I kind of meet someone this weekend ( Read more... )

I love to read other journal entries about something that was not intended for me so that I can say to myself, well I wished I was that prick. I say prick but I don't really think they are; I just think that they are better off then me so I don't like them but that is going off on a tangent. It has nothing to do with what I am thinking. What the ( Read more... )

I tend to wonder what I am going to do with my life. I wonder what my purpose for being in college. Is it really worth the time and effort to be here? What is it that I really want from life ( Read more... )

Yesterday and part of the night before I was dealing with this little asshole on one of my dearest friend's lj, this asshole just kept on going saying all kinds of shit. It really bugged the hell out of me, especially him talking to my friend the way he did. I truly wanted to go up to El Dorado Hills and kick his mother fucking ass. And because of ( Read more... )

Ok, Megan B. is reading my lj I think, what the fuck? Of all the people in the world to read my journal. I didn't even know she put me as one of her friends. She has some nerve, but whatever (if you don't know who I am talking about no worries, if you do then you understand why I am annoyed). I guess I will just have to make all my entries more ( Read more... )

I hate it when you have all these things to say but no paper to write them on, it is like a making of a novel in your head but no computer to type that shit out. I had something pretty much similar that happened to me on the bus today. It was quite interesting and also at the same time frustrating ( Read more... )

Ok so this weekend did not go as I thought it would, this is actually a good thing and a bad thing. Last Friday my friends actually came down to see me, we had a blast. We got to see Bruce Campbell and he denied my friend a pic which we all were stoked just on the fact he talked to him. We are a little strange but what can you do? Any who, I got ( Read more... )

I am drunk and just watched the first half of my roommate's spawn dvd. Dam I am thrashed. I sooo want to pass out right now but fuck, I can't. I am so fucking horny and shit. I need a fucking girlfriend.