I just want to die.

Hi everybody!

I have no idea if anyone is going to see this, but I have to try. If you read this, please comment! I want to talk to you. And by you I mean everyone. I miss you? Something like that. :)

-jon.

I've been reading about that incident that occured at UF a couple of days ago. Frankly, I don't know what is wrong with everybody. I don't want to talk about the taser. The officers did what they are trained to do. It's not as if they tasered him for the hell of it. If it wasn't a taser gun, it would have been something else. They would have beat ( Read more... )

I don't know if i'm going to reach the right group of people here, but I was wondering how many people would be interested in going to a bar I was interested in opening. Now, I know the idea i'm about to lay out has been done before, but there's no place like this in Lakeland ( Read more... )

People are allowed to do as they please for the most part. I understand why totalitarians felt the way they did.

I just watched a 9/11 tribute video on youtube, and the comments on that video were astoundingly hateful.

I someday would like to know what's wrong with me.

Why I never seem to have the confidence I need, when I need it.
Why I see myself as inferior to everyone around me.
Why I feel worthless, and just feel like life isn't worth it sometimes. I feel like I'm just living my life to pay the mortgage.

Everything seems worthless.

I'm modest. Yet I think i'm more intelligent than everyone else. I hate it. Intelligence is subjective, isn't it? Intelligence probably doesn't even matter. It would be a wonderful world if intelligence mattered most. It doesn't, though. There are many other ways to be successful. Most people who are successful aren't even intelligent. Though, ( Read more... )

As I sit here and begin whatever it is i'm going to write, I realize that the only link between you and you audience is interpretation. Do I have any control of what someone thinks of me, do I have any control over the reading of my intentions, my remarks, my gestures ( Read more... )

I hate doubting relationships. To the point where I just want to end them to end my frustration ( Read more... )

I don't really know where i'm supposed to be right now. I'm not really bothered by anything, I just question whether the juice is worth the squeeze, if you know what I mean.

I'm tired. Nap time!