make up ur mind already. u say ull be there and listen and then u keep leaving right at the point where im about to spill my heart out to you. i do somethings wrong that might scare u away but i say im sry and to stick through it. makeup ur mind. tell me that u wont be able to be there. dont make me think that ur going to be there when ur not able ( Read more... )

~*~so malone is out of my life again. it hurts me so very much but i was getting hurt much worse when he was in my life. i gave him a second chance, no wait i gave him his 1000000000000th chance and he blew it. there was the chance of him hurting me again and i took it by letting him in my life and he did it and now i am left here tore and in pain ( Read more... )

paige~ hey that poem that u wrote is it about malone? if it is it is kinda funny thatu are feeling so bad and saying sry to me and want me to give u a second chance u but then u write that and rather havehim in ur life. well w/e call me to talk to me. and make up ur mind. remember u cant getall of what u want so u either get one or the other this ( Read more... )

well i got the truth ( Read more... )

yea i dont know what the hell i going on here. i feel like i a being lied 2 by my 2 best friends ( Read more... )

i am so fucking hurt right now. i havent felt this much pain since i got out of harbor oaks. i want to cut. i think i am going to cut. i am spending the night at paiges so i wouldnt cut but i still think i am going to. i want to so bad. i havent felt this much presure on my chest in so fucking long. i dont know what to do. i have no one to go to. ( Read more... )

hey yea i know i havent updated in forever. a lot has been going on. iv been doing ok. i started drivers training and got to drive on the rode toda..yay! i did good. umm right now i am sitting on m ass at home which is good for a change becuz i havent sat at home in a long time. umm im kinda worried about paige right now. and i kinda feel worthless ( Read more... )

hey yea i dont want to type in this thing nemore. so yea im done ill prolly in awhile update again like during skool. ok later

yea i didnt do nething today. i slepted til like 3. then at like 7 i went to leons. i cant wait till paige and the other gurls com home. they get bak wednesday ( Read more... )

soo...whats up everyone? nothing going on here. thursday i called and signed myself up at elite driving skool. so i start july 11. im excited and scared. i dont know if i am going to be ableto learn. i drove a little. like around the block and shit. so yea i think i can do it ( Read more... )