so yea lets see ( Read more... )

yea i am sitting at leons with paige doing nothing. i am having a shitty day but other than that everything has been going good. ummm yea nothing to update about. i am pissed off right now and kinda sad so tonight i am going to pamper myself. well sry for not ever updating. there isnt ever nething to say and when i do have something to say people ( Read more... )

yea my mom is going to make my summer a living hell. she wont let me do nething and it is pissing me off ( Read more... )

so yea i havent updated in awhile. nothing has been going on. been hanging out with paige and leon and some other people. umm today im not having a great day. i have nothing more to update about so comment.

so i woke up and was really fucking tired and try to go bak to bed. so i woke up at 1. me and my parents went to wal-mart and i got some clothes, mostly underwear becuz i needed some. then i came home and malone called for something and i had my closesure with him so that made me feel good. then i pampers myself again becuz i felt so , i dont know ( Read more... )

yea im not having a good day at all. i am sad and feel low about myself. i havent felt this pain in awhile so it is hard for me to take but i am dealing. paige,leon, and amber r over. we sat and did nothing today. my mom is pissing me off! i wanna fucking smack her ( Read more... )

i have been thinking a lot about jim lately. i dont know why. today i started my period and then i couldnt stop thinking about jim! omg i had to talk about it so i was talking about jim to my mom and she started crying. i dont know i have so many funny memories. i miss him so fucking much. i know he wouldnt like that me and malone r fighting but w ( Read more... )

FUCK U MALONE. I HOPE U READ THIS. I MAY HAVE DRAGGED U DOWN WHEN I STARTED GETTING ILL.... BUT U ALSO FUCKING DRAGGED ME DOWN. U DONT KNOW ME NOW I WONT DRAG NEONE DOWN. OH MY FUCKING GOD.... DONT U UNDERSTAND... I AM NOT SICK NEMORE.... I AM NOT GOING TO DRAG LEON OR NEONE DOWN. I DIDNT BEAT U REGUALRY. I ADMIT I WOULD BEAT U.... BUT FUCK U, U ( Read more... )

yep... i stayed home today to pamper the hell outta myself. im still not done...im just taking a break to update becuz i wasnt online all day. well...it is feeling good taking extra good care of myself today. i slepted in til 2:30. i counted my calories today. i took an hour long shower and like shaved and washed my face and that fun stuff. wow i ( Read more... )

yea so i got drunk today. it wasnt cool. it just made me feel worse. so i am going to learn from this mistake and not do it again. now i am depressed from drinking and depressed from things i found out that i would eventually have to find out. bummer. but i think i will grow faster now from knowing what i know now.

well, i dont know if i want to ( Read more... )