New years is coming....what do I want to change about me ( Read more... )

It's all perspective...
It's all just perspective.

I'm not sure what exactly I want to do with the rest of my life. I know I want it to be enlgish related...I'm positive I want to be an english major...but to do what? I don't want to educate. Educators are not justly paid for the work load they carry. I've already dropped two classes... and I really feel like my future it falling apart ( Read more... )

No one takes me seriously ( Read more... )

"No Ordinary Love ( Read more... )

FUCK.
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
fuck
fuck
fuck

I'm sick of shit
and
I never sleep because of this anymore

I keep having panic attacks because I fall asleep and almost fall at random...because I'm that fucking tired.

I need a peaceful mind...

FUCK

So, I'm thinking about breaking up with Matt..I don't want to...its the last thing in the world I want...but I feel like we're not happy anymore. I don't like who I am anymore because of it....I feel like I'm a controling vindictive bitch. I feel like we're slowly destroying each other. I feel under appreciated... I feel distance. I'm too ( Read more... )

I feel so empty inside. I feel physically and mentally exhausted. I feel a sense of inequity. I feel unappreciated and doubtful. I feel mistrust. I feel alone. But, there is something about this lonlines that makes me want to cling to more...something thats drawing me farther and farther towards solitude. Familiarity? Possibly. Or maybe I'm ( Read more... )

Things I hate when people say ( Read more... )

Uhm. So I haven't really put much into this in a while...but I def want to start. Not just to update friends...(which is however, very important to me) But, to write write write. I love to write...and I think writing my words, thoughts, and emotions before acting on them will help me to think more clearly. And god knows I need to do that. So, ( Read more... )