Car accident ( Read more... )

Yesterday...The alarm clock went off. Matt is used to sleeping faced towards the alarm clock. However, he rolled over facing me during the night. The alarm clock begins to beep...and to my suprise the CUTEST thing in the world happened. Haha, he lifts his hand...and blindy starts tapping at my face ...lol. Eventually...after realizing the ( Read more... )

Wow. Long time no write. Ummm. I started school. I'm entirely lonely. Atleast...when I'm at school. UB is HUGE. When you're there...you're just a face among a crowd. No one knows who you are...no one cares. You're just there for the sole purpose of showing up to class. And in class...you're nothing too. Because when you're in class you're ( Read more... )

Btw, I have a lap top...yes! And a cell, if anyone doesn't knw the number leave a commie. Ummm I will be attending UB in the fall...I still have to find an apartment and a roomie, and I'm pretty sure that will be Matthew Emerson because I sleep next to him and wake up next to him practically everyday already...and the days that I don't...I can't ( Read more... )

Matthew Emerson is the man I am going to marry.
No doubt, in my mind.

I have never...felt so deeply, so happily, so completely and utterly inlove in my life. I feel safe. I feel complete. I feel trust. I feel as if I can grow and confide in this man. I feel as though this could never end. Never end. I love him. I do.

I finally ended High School ( Read more... )

I wish that I hadn't turned into everything that I hate.
I have the tendency to do this.
I think over a long period of time, I've turned into several different versions of those that I hate.
Kill me?
<3

I've been crying from the moment I left Matt's house. I don't know how much more of this I can take. If it was just this once...I might of looked past it. But it has been 'just this once' for quite a while now. I got out of bingo with Lori (yes bingo!, and no! I didn't win...but I did have my elvis bingo blopper and my minature Poe action ( Read more... )

What I really need...what I really truly need...Is a good job, with consistent hours, and consistent pay, a car to get back and forth, and an apartment of my own. I would set up everything how I wanted it...cute comforters and bed sheets....I'd go all out and get matching decor...keep everything neat and organized...I would work hard on my school ( Read more... )