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the past two days have been fantastic. Thursday night jimmie and I went into red bank, drove around listening to good music, went to the suicide prevention thing at orb, went back to red bank, hung out at starbucks, then went to the diner with some of his friends from orb. It was so nice to be around people who were friendly and kind. Then friday I ( Read more... )

life is going pretty good, I'm doing okay. It's just I'm really bored with the routine of my life.

I need an adventure!

so last night I almost died. Lauren saw me, and ran and hugged me, but the impact was too much for my little self to handle, and I lost balance and fell backwards. onto a brick sidewalk. hitting my head. It still kinda hurts. I probably have some internal bleeding of some sort. oh well.

p.s. life is starting to get okay.

I saw him. I cried outside of ricky's by myself. I hate this. Why can't I get over him? I want to so badly. He didn't even look at me, it's like I was nothing at all. That's how this whole situation is making me feel. Like nothing. I mean nothing. But this time I'm not giving in, I'm not going to talk to him. It'll make it all harder. But I want to ( Read more... )

I know other people can't help me with this, I know. But sometimes I just need to talk, and have someone to listen. Nobody seems to want to listen though. I guess people are preoccupied with their own problems. I like helping people with their problems, it helps me forget mine for a little bit, and if I can help in any way it's even better. I know ( Read more... )

Why do I fall in love with every woman I see who shows me the least bit of attention?yeah, that's me, only replace woman with men. And when I lose their attention I have an emotional breakdown, and think I'm not good enough for anyone, and I'll do anything to get that attention back. I have no idea why I do this shit, but I do. I just want to feel ( Read more... )

There is a cat in the window of the house of my lover. Well she sleeps
there alone now or perhaps with another but I try not to think about
that. I try not to think at all.
I get cocaine from this girl I met and my brother buys me alcohol.
And I stay up all night walking ( Read more... )

I don't understand what's wrong with me.

help?

he is happy. I'm not.

I feel so dumb.

Nobody cares though.

so this is really only for me.