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I don't even know what to write, but I feel like I'm going to explode I'm so emotional right now. I don't even know why. No one seems to really understand all the feelings I had for him. He said that he used to miss me, but that it seemed like I hated him and if he did anything else while talking to me that I got mad. I didn't know I was doing that ( Read more... ) -
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Things have been a lot better. The only things I'm still upset about are the things I can't control. It hurts a lot to know james doesnt want to be with me anymore, but I can't control how he feels. It also hurts that he doesnt know if he wants to get back together again, when he had an on/off relationship with his most recent ex. So why doesnt he ( Read more... ) -
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I messed everything up again. This time I'm changing. I lost the most important person in my life because of my insecurities, and I can't keep going on like this. This change is going to be permanent. Maybe I can fix things if I change. I hope to God I can. -
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if could change your days ( Read more... ) -
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School starts tomorrow. I couldn't be more unhappy about that. I'm scared james will get stressed out and overwhelmed and break up with me. We won't get to see each other everyday like we used to be able to. Maybe I'm overracting and being pessimistic, but I can't help it. I don't even know why he's going out with me in the first place. But I love ( Read more... ) -
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My brother finds comfort in calculators. He assigns every number a name ( Read more... ) -
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I touch the clasp of your locket, with its picture held, some secret you wouldn't
tell but let it choke your neck.
I'm in a horrible mood. blah.
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AND TO MAKE THIS DAY EVEN BETTER Chris just broke up with me! SUPER DUPER!
