so today was good. Nothing bad happened. I can't wait to start taking pictures for photo!! grr I want to start right now! I'm excited to develop them too. My cat is being cute and sitting in the window and I thought I'd share. In photo we went to drama again and joined in on the yoga session. I think I'm going to do that everyday after school, it ( Read more... )

I'm in such a good mood! I hope to keep it this way, at least for a couple of weeks. yay!
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someone has to take away my hands so I cant type to him. I have NO will power. I have to give him back his shirt on thursday. I don't really want to see him. When I do I don't know what to say and my stomach does flips and I might cry and that would be embarassing:(

I think I'm starting to get over him. It's been 26 days since he broke up with me ( Read more... )

Now I'm just pissed off at myself for still caring. I've gotta get over this. This is harder than the other times. I'm going to focus all my energy to forget about him. He's forgotten about me.

I just got home from hanging out with jimmie and his friend jamie. It was a lot of fun. He's really nice and I'm glad I went. I went to the bsa to see cat before I met them at riverside. We sat in the grass and talked, then jamie wanted waffle fries from broadway grill so we went and jimmie stole a lollipop that he later gave to me because it ( Read more... )

so he wanted to go on a photo adventure. I offered to go with him, because he didn't want to go alone. he said no. I proceeded to cry all day. I don't even know how it happened, it's all a blur, but I said he'd be better off without me and that I'd leave him alone. He didn't respond. So I guess I'm leaving him alone. I don't understand why he can't ( Read more... )

I convinced myself that maybe james starting liking me again. I am so god damn stupid. He just won't give me a straight answer as to whether or not he'd want to get back together with me. He probably just doesn't want to hurt my feelings or something by saying I have no chance and to get a fucking life. I am pathetic and I don't know why I still ( Read more... )

Je suis dans l'amour avec un garçon.

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Cuddling with a stuffed animal isn't the same as cuddling with someone you love. I dont get kisses on the forehead or cheek, I can't feel a heartbeat, or steady breathing.