why does everything have to change when you never asked for it in the first place. why is this so hard? theres a million questions and feelings i cant even being to explain. i just feel so left out, sort of like an after thought. i contributed so much but yet its still not enough. this was a real friendship, something worth remembering. im just a ( Read more... )

You are more I could have ever hoped for and dreamed.
I swear your an angel that ripped off his wings at the seams.
Just looking at you makes me wonder how those lips taste.
The way you make my jaw drop to my shoes.
I swear im in love with you...its true.


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Sometimes i think back on how i felt when i was a kid. im thankful that my parents never sheltered me, im thankful that i had to endure some pretty fucked up shit.
overall it made me strong.
STRONG.


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I have come to such a high point in my life nothing can bring me down. I couldnt be more happy. Jon and I are on are way to 3 years together now and I couldnt imagine it any other way. Nothing has ever felt so right in my life. Ill carry though with him I know it. Were going places, new levels I never thought exsisted, waiting for the future to ( Read more... )

So its 11:15 on a thursday night and im still smiling.
i would pull and anchor out of the pool to keep us docked here forever.


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Im hopeless. Youre blind. were perfect. But theres always a distraction. And Ill keep on dreaming, so I wont be the lost one. I wont be the one waits on the corner for a miracle. "im hopelessly hopeful. youre just hopeless enough." Its cry worthy material, pulled from the genius of one mind, and then placed arounds cords, vocals, and the -tap tap ( Read more... )

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I love Conan Obrien

http://www.spikedhumor.com/articles/25440/Conan_O_Brien_Walker_Texas_Ranger_Clips.html

We all mirror and mimic the way we were treated in hindsight it all seems much better than it really was. There is just something so sweet in your voice, and when you tell me about your day you make me forget about the part where I was told i was a bad daughter. I guess I’m still a bad daughter, I never wash my dish.

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Oh my god today was literally the worst day of my life. I ate something for lunch and i had a allergic reaction to it. My eyes imediatley turned bloodshot and i felt like they were going to pop out. then my face started swelling along with my WHOLE body from head to toe. I was so itchy it was insane. Every inch of me, i couldnt scratch all the ( Read more... )