Yesterday I was fully prepared to quit my job, break up with Jenny, and start a fight club.

Something snapped.

I will not be taking any more bullshit from anyone, and I mean fucking anyone. I promise.

I am just so tired of it.

Test my words.

This website makes me sick and I doubt I'll use it anymore.

I get so angry and upset when I look at it.

Better this than her, I guess.

I don't even really have friends.

I am battling large mental problems. Everything feels so temporary and I keep telling myself things will become grounded (thus better) soon. Just keep holding on. But I'm fucking sick of telling myself that because I know it's never going to be the case ( Read more... )

i am so miserable right now. i hate it here.

fibs and half-truths and last minute revelations... Planning for weeks without even saying.

Makes me so tired. I have to dig and dig and perk my ears up through mumbling and backtracking..

Daddy issues? I don't know.

But I'm so so tired.

people are so shitty. I cannot stress this enough. I am SO sick and tired of reading fucking lame one-liners they think are life-altering or mesmerizing or whatever across the tops of blogs and in the dozens and dozens and dozens of "photographs" they take of themselves ( Read more... )

Truly I wish I had a job that required me to... Not have so much alone time. All I do is think, and it's never ever healthy, positive thinking. I slowly sink in a muck throughout the week (I feel like Atreyu at the swamps of sadness sometimes) so by the time Friday rolls around I just want to drink till I pass out. Unfortunately my hatred for ( Read more... )

I saw Sara last night and we drunkenly took a couple pictures for you via her phone but I don't think she'll remember to send them to me to post up here. She was a hot mess. I was a sexy beast.

Neither of us have your number though I tried calling Mark to get it and he didn't pick up.

I think I'm going to backseat the gaming for awhile. Not like stop all together, that's fucking insanity, but not spend my spare hours at night grinding away and shouting at the TV screen when a monster somehow dodges a spell he's WEAK against and instead work more on music again ( Read more... )