Oh my god, I don't care how nauseous the antibiotics make me, I'm never skipping my pain meds again. I fell asleep, which was really nice.. until I woke up 3 and ahalf hours later in ridiculous amounts of pain. My entire head was just throbbing. I took my meds, ate a popsicle. Damn it. It started feeling better last night too. I wish Nick was ( Read more... )

My toes hurt ( Read more... )

Wanting is exhausting.
I'm naturally anxious and paranoid.
I'm currently bored and lonely.
Restless, most of all.
And tired of waiting... for everything.
And upset that I know if I was high I'd be okay right now.
Angry that it's possible that I haven't been naturally happy in a long time.
But... I guess I'm okay with that. For now.

Today I genuinely miss someone. Someone I guess I didn't expect to be missing.
Thoughts of him are actually bringing me up a bit. It's odd.
It feels good though, you know? To imagine someone doing those things you miss.
Oh well.

I'm so disappointed.
I had such high hopes.
I'm wondering if I should keep hoping.
But I can't let it hold me back regardless.
Still, I can't help it.
I had such high hopes.
I'm so disappointed.

I don't have time for a journal entry.
But I just had such an amazing night.
And I wanted to share it with the world.
Though I wont yet since I don't have time.... But, I wanted to let it be known that my night was wonderful!

I am having a terrible night ( Read more... )

So.. Saturday night was just the best night ever. I had so much fun. Everything about it was fucking amazing. From getting there, waking Rachel's ass up, and running down the sidewalk to meet each other. To going to Subway and pestering Mike. To going to Ash and Aim's. To the splendid upstairs party. It was jsut this night where everything ( Read more... )

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I trust absolutely no one...
I really hate everybody right now.
I'm angry and I'm frustrated. I'm scared, sad, and most of all I'm just exhausted. I'm sick of assholes, cheaters, liars, users. I want to strangle every person I come into contact with. God I just need something. Something.

I must be a really bad person.