i'm glad that i found someone that can convince me go skinny dipping drunk at 2 in the morning. maybe i did find my warrior spirit on that mountain last weekend.

some things i've learned in the last couple days ( Read more... )

i feel like i want to just leave tonight and go somewhere, the only place i can think to go is bremerton. i wish i had someone to come with me, but i'm thinking i want to leave because i'm lonely. i'm in the mood for adventure and no one wants to play.

marriage ...
prove it!

strangest thing i've seen yet!
http://www.blucigs.com/index.php

my birthday is in 4 days!

on a happy note i had a beautiful day of swimming and sushi picnic at the beach with adam. it was perfect until i had to go work.

i'm extremely frustrated, there is some girl that won't stop messaging adam telling him we shouldn't be seeing each other because i slept with my ex boyfriend. but that didn't happen. i don't know where she's getting her information. she said from me but i don't know why i would tell a perfect stranger that i was sleeping with my ex when i wouldn't ( Read more... )

there's a beautiful sky tonight
and if you were by my side then we could share this
but your gone
so come at me with your moon and
burn me in the stars cause
nothin matters anymore..//

awe i kind of miss junior high.

so, i need to wise up. boys, and i do mean to call him a boy, will do whatever they are allowed to do. i need to stop being so nice and so willing. i don't know if i'm overreacting, but the fact that i've been seeing him since march and his friends still don't quite know how to pronounce my name and i doubt his family knows he's seeing anyone at ( Read more... )

i think that paiton is either very sick or in a lot of pain. i woke up this morning to her standing on the bed panting. i thought she might be warm from sleeping with me all night so i took her out to get some water and go to the bathroom. she moved very very slowly and didn't care to smell out where she marked her territory which is not at all her ( Read more... )