yeah. . im leaving livejournal. not like you guys would seriously notice, because no one reads this shit anyway.

chya. .. .so me and ***? I have no clue, most likely no, because im me.[had to put it, like everyone has been asking me] whtever, i dont aknow if they'll be allowing minors in or not, but on the 30th Trifecta will be headlining at the Sports Shack [?]. i ofrget this bands name and i forget who else will be playing also, so chya, if there allowing ( Read more... )

HAPPY 4/20 BITCHES ( Read more... )

dude, they told me I couldnt give blood because I didnt weigh enough. . .how fucked is that? they didnt care that I wasnt 17, didnt even ask, but I didnt wiegh enough. . . .7 pounds off!! thats it. . .I pass out in class ALL the time, its nothing new for them. . .and I really wanted that free shirt ( Read more... )

chya. . .prom, I shall get the money sometime this weekend or next week, so yeah. We're going. Amber you have to go. cause me, you, and chelsea havent hung out as a threesome since like 8th grade ( Read more... )

You know, Jensen is right. Once upon a time there was a happy little hyper Ivan. Where did she go? I have never been one to give a damn about other people's thought on my pathetic little life, why all of a sudden do I care so much what he thinks? I didnt even care what he thought when we were together, but nmow that we're not, I do. I know I dont ( Read more... )

I love you. I loathe you. I despise you. I adore you. Go away. Please come back.I miss you. I hate you. Sad. Mad. Tears. Blood. Pain. Greif. Light. Blinding. Binding. Harming. Hurting. Fleeing. Killing. Dying. Dead. Gone.

there will be one day when I have nothing left, that will be a day people wont forget. I've been ignored and pushed over and trampled by others far too long. The day will come when I take back everything that has been taken away over the years. Im the kid people dont know exists, who they've known for years on end and still dont even know my name. ( Read more... )

hm. . ..blahness today, and yeterday. . .just BLAH ( Read more... )

yeah. . .I knew I was going to end up not going to Frankie's. . .she's a "bad influence" on me. . .opps? oh well. . .we're hanging out today anyway ( Read more... )