ARGH. . . spring break is very over-rated. All of my plans so far have gotten cancelled because my friedns actually have lives. .. oh well. . .Im suposed to go over to Frankie's tonight. .. who knows if thats going to actually happen ( Read more... )

..jesse's got himself a girl and I want to make her mine. he's lookin at him with those eyes. And she's lovin with that body, I just know it. and hes holding her in his arms late at night. oh, i wish i had jesse's girl. you know I wish I had jesse's girl. Where can i find a woman like that . .like jesse's girl ( Read more... )

me: im bored. .fix it ( Read more... )

i finally went to the carnival!! there was this one really hot carnie. . .he traded hates with deirdre. . .everyone left all extry-early excpet us two. . .hehe. . cotton candy. . .I ran into Gordon. . .he knows i dont talk to Fernando a whole lot anymore, so he took this as his right to explain to me how much he's always liked me. . .why does ( Read more... )

hm. . .yesterday was fun. . i should start hanging out with my tc and my josh and my ray a lot more. . .there a lot of fun to be around. . .heehee. . .my girl. .lol. . . .yeah. . .finished moving all of sharons stuff to the new place and got the place set up today. . .she's away from nate for good. . .im glad. . .yeah. . .me and a bunch of people ( Read more... )

yeah, i just got back from my sister's house. . .she found a new apartment today, a nice little 2 bedroom place in heights. . .not bad for her and alex. Nate's going to be living off of his dad for a while. . .blagh. . .I dont know about him. He is really weird. He keeps trying to make this seem like this is all Sharon's fault, but to my knowledge ( Read more... )

this weekend was fun. . . after school friday I went to the franklyn's grandparent's house (where all my books and stuff still are)We said we wanted to go to the little chior cabaret thing, but had no intention of it, so we went to Nick's house. I stole his shirt. . .ICP, fuck yeah buddie! He didn't want us at his house, so all three of us traveled ( Read more... )

Its been getting worse. . .last night/this morning. .whatever you want to call it was just horrid. Im just sitting there in Skye's room, painting; 5 mintues later, Im in the corner, blood is everywhere and Im crying hysterically. I dont even need to have a reason anymore, it just happens on its own, I wont even remember grabbing a knife or ( Read more... )

do you ever wonder if you exist? you know, have doubts if you're even real? i mean sometimes at like 3 in the morning i'll just be lying there (damn insomnia) and ill be certain there's nothing out my window, but im afiraid to go look becaue i know i'll see a perfect emptiness then ill turn back around and the room will be gone too, and ill just be ( Read more... )

I can honestly say that these past have been THE WORST 24 hours of my life! UGH. .me and my dad got into the hugest fight ever last night, even huger than they noramlly are. I ended up handing him a knife and putting it to my throat and yelling at him to just kill me already. I knew he wouldnt, he hates me too much, he knows letting me die would ( Read more... )