why is b.colg the only one tha tunderstands me?

why does coffee make me so high? in a really shaky sort of way? not even an amphetamine sort of way, but a fuck-this-caffeine-is-making-me-tremor-and-ive-only-had-two-cups sort of way. gah, i guess i'll take a giant shit and do the dishes, then.

last night while walking down 34th street i saw the side of a homeless man's face. i thought to myself, "any one of these men could be my father." i paused for a second, and caught a glimpse of his face, frontally. we made eye contact. his gaze held mine for a second longer than i felt comfortable and i hastened my pace. i noticed the police ( Read more... )

no amount of exfoliation, dousing my skin in lemon juice/and or peroxide will make this newfound vitiligo go away. it looks like i'm going to be banished to a world of closed toed shoes and long paints for the duration of this self tanning disaster. my feet look roughly like thisbrian says that my michael jackson skin disease is the reason i'm all ( Read more... )

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best google image search query ever

people whose mothers once held their sweaty baby faces tight against their breast with mollifying "shh shh shhs" and an innately maternal rocking. this woman in penn station held a crying baby tight against her chest, rocking and soothing it. i watched that woman and thought about what it means to be a mother. your mother, my mother, anyones mother ( Read more... )

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i am at this boring ass library doing grant research for the tank and i seriously can't make myself do a goddamn thing. i can't be productive ever. at least when it comes to reading irs 990 filings. BORING. but anyway, during my morning walk through chelsea i came to a few conclusions ( Read more... )