God, I can't believe it. My friend died last night. First my uncle, now this. I feel so numb, so unbelievably numb. I don't even know what else to say. I hate this.

I feel really in control again and am doing MUCH better. I'm hoping this isn't the "highs", but this is how it is. Only time will tell, I suppose. Work was good today. My idiot boss wasn't there (naturally) and the entire team got SO much done ( Read more... )

I'm not going to my Uncle's funeral afterall. I can't get off work, if you can believe that. My corporate boss said it was fine, but my customer said that he needed me at work, since my Uncle isn't a direct family member (mother/father/sibling/grandparent). WTF? He is SUCH a slacker and is out until about 1/12. Since I'm his deputy, I have to ( Read more... )

Just a quick note - my uncle has died and I'm going to be away for a few days. I'm either leaving tomorrow or Thursday, but I wanted to make sure I posted this in case I disappear suddenly.

Take care everyone.
Hugs - Cylla

I've been having some really manic feelings lately. It really fluxuates. I've never been depressed before. NEVER. And suddenly, for about the last month or so, I'm really starting to feel depressed for a little while and then content sometimes. I don't know if this is ED related or not. Several times, not that often, I've felt so...black that ( Read more... )

I had a really nice Christmas, but did terrible food-wise. The next paragraph is actually x-posted ( Read more... )

I'm still really busy and still feeling quite overwhelmed, but I'm getting a lot accomplished, so I feel a little better. I just have one major thing to do, which I'm doing tomorrow, and then I will feel a bit better. Still loads to do though, including Christmas shop for a few more people and also buy two birthday presents. *sigh* Usually, ( Read more... )

I'm busy today, as always, but I'm getting a LOT accomplished. I did about 12 Christmas/Yule/Kwanzaa/Hanakkah cards and some other stuff ( Read more... )

What a long week this has been. Nothing special - good or bad. Just long with a lot of work both professionally and personally. With the holidays approaching, it adds more to my plate. I'm feeling a little overwhelmed at the moment and there's a lot of buzzing in my head. Usually my elaborate lists calm me down and make me feel like I'm ( Read more... )

I really should spend more time in my own journal and a little less time in the community I joined.

Anyway, survey meme lifted from javina

( Survey is here... )