Did I really think the other day was that bad? I should have tried TODAY.

Under the cut because it's another long rant about madness.

( try this for a busy life. :( )

I feel a little empty after watching the Lost finale, knowing that I'm probably never going to go through that kind of emotional rollercoaster over a TV show again, I'll never have my weekly catch-up with Lost buddies going, 'OH MY GOD WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN?!?!?! OMG IS HE DEAD?!?!?' and there will never be the excitement about watching the next ( Read more... )

I've just had a bit of a hell of a day.

( This is a loooong story... )

Instructions: Open up your iTunes (or WinAmp, or whatever) and fill out this survey, no matter how embarrassing the responses might be.

How many songs total: 4,591
How many hours or days of music: 11.4 days
Most recently played: Jimmy Eat World - The Authority Song
Most played: Busted - Sleeping With The Light On and Johnny Panic - The Junk Man, there' ( Read more... )

I'm really angry and upset right now. Ash (stupidly) let the job centre know that he's now living with me, which obviously led to questions about whether I work, so he said I work full time but I'm self-employed and don't really earn much money. The job centre said it doesn't matter how much I earn, but because I work full time he's no longer ( Read more... )

I've had enough of this bullshit. Why do I even still live with him? Seriously, answers on a postcard because I really don't know.

I'm SO angry right now I actually have a headache.

Thank God for Ash, otherwise I don't know where I'd be.

Woah, change from my last post, huh?

I'm finally a lot happier with life, I think.

I've been sorting out so much, because I think one of my problems has been that I feel so disorganised and it's made everything so much more stressful than it should be. And going through everything with Toady and the shop, it became unbearable at times, it was pretty horrible.

But since I've been with ( Read more... )

Ash lost his job this morning. Not so good as he now can't afford to live in Manchester any more.

However, we quickly realised this means he's going to have to move back in with his parents... who happen to live about an hour from here. I'm so excited to be able to see him more often than I do at the moment.

He's coming down tomorrow (well, ( Read more... )

Yeah, I know, I totally suck.

To be fair though, a lot of shit has been going on, both in my personal life and in the business life.

On a happier note, I've got a new guy in my life. It kind of started in December when he confided in me about a lot of shit that's been going on in his life. His parents live near here so he came down to spend Christmas ( Read more... )

I so can't be bothered with today ( Read more... )