Things pretty much suck right now... again. I'm trying so hard to be strong, but I'm not sure how much more of this I can take. And I hate complaining because I've always been a pretty happy person, but I'm just so depressed lately, it's unreal. I never thought I'd be that person who's always going on about how shit their life is.

( biggest stupid fucking depressive ramble you could ever read )

I really need to do a proper blog one of these days, I've just been SO busy. Busy and depressed, but I've been feeling better more recently, I've just been so snowed under (although sadly without the snow) with the shop... which is great because we're doing REALLY well, the pre-Christmas rush is most definitely underway after a really crap November ( Read more... )

Not to sound emo or anything, but I really do hate life right now ( Read more... )

I have a LOT to blog about. I'm going to blog about this another time, but Toady and I have broken up, which is really horrible. I won't go into details, but I will probably be blogging a lot about it, I just... haven't been in the mood for it at all. I can't really believe it. We've been unhappy for a while, deep down, but I never imagined how ( Read more... )

I can't decide how things are at the moment.

Things with Daniel are great, we're having a really good time. We all went out in Brighton on Saturday and caught up with one of my friends, Tom, so that was awesome. I've never actually been out in Brighton at night before (apart from gigs), which is shocking considering I've lived here for two years. It ( Read more... )

So a new shop is moving into town and it's literally Allsorts number two.

Which initially worried the heck out of me, but it's all very, very fishy. Literally, no one had heard anything about a discount shop moving into Uckfield, and suddenly they turned up out of NOWHERE on Wednesday morning and are opening tomorrow. It's the tiniest shop ever so ( Read more... )

I went to the doctors today and it was biggest bloody shambles ever ( Read more... )

So I haven't blogged in a while. I've never been so busy in my life, not just with the shop, but a couple of weeks ago, we went up to Orkney for a very, very brief visit. We then came down with my parents, entertained them for a couple of days, then I went up to Oxfordshire to see family and thennn came back to the shop where it's been non-stop go ( Read more... )

I'm feeling pretty depressed at the moment, so to take my mind off it, I'm going to do an overdue blog about the Thursday before last. :-)

I went up to Bracknell to see the weird and wonderful musical that is Loserville, written by James Bourne of Busted fame. Judging by the name alone, I was expecting it to be rubbish - let alone the fact James has ( Read more... )

I've been thinking a lot about fate recently... not really generally, but specifically to me ( Read more... )