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So time is running up ( Read more... )

It's funny, there have been quite a few days where I've felt like updating, but today I've had no urge to do so.. just a random hey, there IS something to do right now.

Yesterday, at about noonish, I finished my time at Mt. SAC, officially. I handed my blue book full of historical half rememberances to Ralph Spaulding, engaged in some small talk, ( Read more... )

I am NOT okay.

All things go
to recreate us.

I'll try to believe it.

The perpetual quietness of heart ideal is harder to chase after these days. Although, it's not altogether out of my sight. I think it's half environmental/societal factors, half intrinsic factors- self-absorbtion, really. I think. I could be really wrong and blinded. Who knows? Either way, what I choose to do with these thoughts means everything. ( Read more... )

It seems as though I haven't updated in about ten months, but if anybody had my password, they'd find that there are about four or five entries between April and now, the last in November. Mostly discussing the cheese effect, as my heart is full and often overflowing with quiet convictions, thoughts, dreams, and discomforts. Like anyone else really ( Read more... )

a song can only feel this good when it's nearing.

I'm writing tonight because there seems to be an overwhelming amount of cheese plugging up the chambers of my heart. Maybe it's not cheese, and I'm just trying to avoid everything I once deemed impossible. I've got the sappiest grin on my face, and it seems to be the prodigal smile that abandoned me three years ago ( Read more... )

and things change progressively as the seconds tick by ( Read more... )