I've spent a month without you.

He and I had something beautiful
But so dysfunctional, it couldn't last
I loved him so but I let him go
'Cause I knew he'd never love me back

Such pain as this
Shouldn't have to be experienced
I'm still reeling from the loss,
Still a little bit delirious
"Near to you" by A Fine Frenzy

I gave you this web site a long time ago. I wonder if you ever go back to read it, to read about me.

...Yeah, we're goin' down."

I cannot believe this year is ending. It's absolutely incredible to believe how fast each year is going by for me. This year was a bit rocky, a lot of rough times, questioning a lot of things. I was weaker, sadder, more tired than most years. I'm proud of myself for getting through it though. My family had a rough year as ( Read more... )

I'm confused.

...if I lost you ( Read more... )

"...writing in 2009!"

Helllloooo livejournal worrrld!! I want to make a vow:

I WILL WRITE ON MAY 27TH 2009 BECAUSE ITS MY ROOMMATES BIRTHDAY AND I'VE NEVER ONCE WRITTEN ON THIS DATE IN THE HISTORY OF MY LIVEJOURNAL EXPERIECE.

the end.

life's good. I'm just reminiscing with the good ol' LJ! ;) 

okay so as usual i havent written in here in a long time. its always nice to come back to this journal because sometimes i need to just write you know? of course you know...you are here reading this. but i would say that moments when i write i feel so at peaceful because i am finally able to sit down and think. the real thinking you know. the type ( Read more... )

Lately I have been going through a lot of changes. Who hasn’t, right? Not only has college completely changed me, in a good way I'd like to think, but the experiences that I have endured these past few months have affected me with permanent results. There is no doubt that college will change a person. And I will say, too, that every single person ( Read more... )

....my sweet sweet love"

WOW.
    It's been so long since I've written in this thing.  No one really writes in it I don't think.  I don't know what made me think about it and decide to check it out. No one has updated, no one has signed on, but I guess that's how it goes.  You move on, right?  Things get old and fade out of your life? We move on to ( Read more... )

I feel compelled to write tonight. I'm not sure why. It's raining slightly. Maybe that is why I feel so drawn to my pensive mind. I've always loved the rain, since i can remember. I used to be afraid of storms, but I recall my mom forcing me to sit and watch a thunderstorm just so I would learn that they can't hurt me [technically] and all she said ( Read more... )