..you never took the time to understand.

The year has come and gone as quickly as i expected it to and I'm still in shock even with the suspected preparation.  i can't deny it: School was incredible.  It was a huge chapter of my life and one of the most important ones at that.  Now I start this new chapter called college. Holy shit. haha And I'm ( Read more... )

xo chelcie der: youre guys relationship is cute.
COTONcandyREJECT: cute isnt the word i would use...
COTONcandyREJECT: but i love it.
COTONcandyREJECT: we're just best friend that kiss a lot.
xo chelcie der: haha i know, thats cute. but its more than just best friends that kiss alot. like you have the "we're best friends that fell in love, and were ( Read more... )

okay i have 20 minutes to update on my life and i dont htin its gonna work.
but here it goes anyway.

.x.

_boyfriend_
Basically Wyatt is incredible, though I try to not tell him that ;) and I love being with him.  We just celebrated our three month anniversary and it feels like so much longer.  He's been so much help to me already and he doesn't even ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning to my mom telling me school was cancelled because of a lackof bus drivers. Almost a month has gone by in the New Year so I guess now is as good as a time as any to finally write about the endless amount of things that have already happened this year.

Lets start with New Years Night. Wyatt came and got me and we went over to ( Read more... )

Kinda got a reality smack when I read Holly's last journal entry and I'll admit that it has inspired me to write this entry, whatever it's worth.  She mentioned Carroll and my mindset jumped back a year.  Ironically a year ago yesterday was the day Jake asked me out. Holy shit. Another year is gone. I was just about to start a new fresh year with ( Read more... )

today was weird. 
i dont really know why.  
no. 
not weird. 
unsatisfying. 
idk. 
thats really all i want to say. 
I'm just not in a good mood right now. 
I'm disapointed..

I'm not upset with Steve anymore. I've realized that it isn't worth being upset over. My religion is my religion and I'm not going to be bothered by anything anyone else says about it. I know what I need to know and besides, God and I are tight  :D

wyatt and i are getting closer, even though he wouldn't admit it if you had a knife to hit throat. It' ( Read more... )

I got in a big fight with Steve last night. I'm still very upset and frustrated with the whole thing and I really don't want to give details.  He hurt me again..and he doesn't care. All he cares about if that I don't go to church, not that I'm hurting.  His intentions are good but his care is all wrong.  I'm praying for him. I no longer have any ( Read more... )

quick update ( Read more... )

UPDATE. yeah that's right. dun dun dun ( Read more... )