So I think my brithday is worthy of my actually updating my liejournal. This weekend was what I needed. I had been feeling like everything was routine and i was just circulating from week of school to weekend of work and homework only to go back to the week of school. i wasn't really sad or anything it was all just so routine and i felt like life ( Read more... )

I couldn't be happier.

Thats really all I can say :)

Last time change occurred in my life it surprisingly slapped me so hard that i fell down and cried. But not this time. This time I see it coming. i see it's hand raised still swollen and red from the last hit. There is no way to avoid it and its happening. And again i shall fall and cry.
i hate change.

You are the loneliest girl in the world
Takin' ( Read more... )

I'm done.

I'm not strong enough for this.

..and I'm done with Livejournal.
It's become a weapon against me and a place where people judge me.
i'm no longer able to write my thoughts freely.

So I'm done.

I feel like I'm in gradeschool again.
But no one understands what that means to me.
Bye.

I wrote an entry tonight and it got erased before I pushed he "Update Journal" and so this is the attempt to rewrite the thoughts I had written down, but  it probably won't sound nearly as good as the first time the thoughts streamed through my head.

I went to Gameworks tonight with brenda's kids-not the ghost Jade, sorry. I had a lot of much needed ( Read more... )

I'd have to say that a chapter of my life ended on June 6th, 2006 when I walked out of Hartley and completed my Junior year of highschool.  A new one also began at the very same moment. My Senior year deserves to have it own chapter to my book of life, simply because it has such a different setting, with different characters and a new and ( Read more... )

This is my last entry on my tablet. Tomorrow I become a Senior. I enter into one of the biggest years of my life, one I'm going to remember for so many reasons. I'm stoked to start it off with the people I'm starting it off with. Tomorrow Lindsay is coming over after exams and we are gonna have some fun =) then we are heading to Jacob's house for a ( Read more... )

I haven't updated since prom.
wow.
I suck.

I think its probably a good thing though because a lot fo the things going on lately I don't want to remember in twenty years--not that I'll remember i have this livejournal in 20 years..
Mr. Kerscher's one year anniversay went by--that was tough--for more than one reason.
But I digress.

School is basically done ( Read more... )

Prom was nice.

It went by ten times faster than last years did. I didn't get to do a lot of the things I wanted to do,  but I still enjoyed it. Vince was an amazing date and I thoroughly enjoyed his company. I don't think he knows how much i appreciate him being understanding on my absenses from him throughout the night. Seriously Vince, thank you ( Read more... )

I saw a Funny Thing Happened on the Way to the Forum last night with Nathan, Casey, Helen, and Sarah. It was a different crowd, and I thoroughly enjoyed the time with them. The show was HILARIOUS. I talked to brendan afterwards =) always love that ( Read more... )