Life is what you make it. Perception vs. balance. The who, what, when, where, why, and how are perception. The positive, cognizant or not, vs. negative - that is balance ( Read more... )

... not enlist? That is the real question. I've been pondering it for a while, but it's all too real now. Based on my last post and feelings, why shouldn't I? I'm at a crossroads. I will either continue doing what I do, or completely change. Nothing less drastic. I don't see an easier change.

Alright, so it's been a very long time. I'm basically doing this update for one, maybe two people that I don't talk to much but still think about quite a bit. So, here goes the first update of 08 ( Read more... )

Well, here I am. September 10, 2007. I'm finished up with school and just accomplishing the working life. It's weird to think I haven't stepped foot in a classroom since December of last year. I've had a full time job with the gaming commission for over 7 months now. Walking around a casino, attending to patron complaints, dealing with cigarette ( Read more... )

What am I doing? I thought that I might gain some respect when I started in the real world. In reality, all I've done is lost it... for myself. Not because I've done anything stupid, but because I cannot control myself as I used to be able to. I do not have the strength that I used to have. I used to own myself and my decisions. I want to fight for ( Read more... )

Lindy ( Read more... )

It's really starting to hit me that my college career is over in two weeks. I'm beginning to feel quite sad about it. I've really been enjoying everything these past couple months; working with kids, exercising, parties, boring days, coworkers, half-meaningless routines that we all fall into...even lifeguarding at the YMCA - except cleaning up poo ( Read more... )

My mom found these photos. I thought it was very neat and almost shocking so I decided to share. Here's a couple pics of my grandpa and one of me:
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The pics are in! Blurry, but in! Check it out. Rated PG-13
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I just had a random thought and I haven't developed it much, but here she be ( Read more... )