its revilatizing, totally refreshing, how relieving tension in one area of your life can make the whole world look sunnier.  The grass is greener, the skies are bluer, everything is more exciting somehow.  I've done it twice now this year.. and both times its been followed by the most soaring sense of relief and happiness that i truly ever have ( Read more... )

so i hate when i swear i wont let things bother me,  when i swear to myself im over it, its just a part of my life and of my personality, a part i like even, i swear it it is fine, im fine, but then i find out im not.  im not fine.  But maybe I'm just not fine in passing. Maybe I really am fine but sometimes things just fuck with me.  Maybe what ( Read more... )

its a friday.  boy how i love fridays.  everything to look forward to, and by everything i mean 2 days without working.  I love days off.

tonight is jack's 21st birthday party.  should be very fun, could be very interesting.  We shall see.

I have not much to say, why am i on here?  oh yeah. cause im very tired of anaylzing drawings.

yesterday i went ( Read more... )

At work.  And I’m not writing on here because I have nothing to do, I’m just writing because I want to be writing.  I have plenty to do.  I have nearly 100 drawings I need to interpret and make parts lists and cost estimates for, and I need to update shipping logs and check parts received.  In fact I have probably a full weeks work on my desk ( Read more... )

 ugh. Im sort of.. whats the right word... down.  Yeah i guess its as simple as that ( Read more... )

Hmmm.  Saturday night was like something out of a picture book. A beautiful picture book.  Do you ever have moments where you live your daydreams?  I remember when I was little, I would think about my ideal Saturday night as a teen/young adult.  Definitely one of the pictures in my mind was me, with some friends, guys and girls, splashing around in ( Read more... )

Ah. Much to say. Don’t even know where to begin.  Well last week was my first week of work at GE.  After the first day I came home feeling so excited. The first day couldn’t have gone better.  A well-organized morning, where I got my badge, drug test, orientation.. went to lunch with nice co-ops who had been working there for a few rotations.. met ( Read more... )

Tonight was spiffy, I went to the Dayton Dragons baseball game with my parents and Mike.  I really enjoyed myself, and the Dragons even won.

Weds I saw Ocean’s 13 with Mike, Dj, and Max.  Good movie and nice relaxing night.

Tues I went shopping with my momma and bought new work shoes.

Yep life is pretty lame and boring once ya start a full time ( Read more... )

Today was a good day for fun things.  Got to chill with my Linda and Erin tonight.  There really is nothing comparable to a day spent with those two.  With now six years having gone by since we were inseparable in 8th grade, you wouldn’t think things would still be the same with us.  But they are.  Gotta love it, and I really do.

I also went ( Read more... )

Well, I'm home ( Read more... )