i would just like to announce that I feel like I am regaining myself as quickly as I lost me.  I am okay now.  totally good.  yes, just that quick.  I'm entirely retarded and ridiculous, I know.  You don't have to tell me.  and really, i can't even pinpoint what suddenly made me snap out of it ( Read more... )

i forgot what this feels like.  I forgot ( Read more... )

im elated. simply elated.

today was my last day working in Sourcing at GE.  I think its fair to say I was well-liked, on account of the fact that I left with $120 in gift cards and millions of thanks.  the people there were great.. just really great.  After I had packed everything up, given everything back, and said all my goodbyes, I got up to ( Read more... )

Its a friday.  Its been a loooong bussssssy week.  And I have another long week to look forward to.  Things that happened this week include the following:

Went to Teresa's house and saw pictures and heard all about her trip to Mongolia.  It was amazing and entirely fascinating.  I think in my mind I am living vicariously through all the things she ( Read more... )

I am.. essentially a timid girl, with a big smile and an open heart.. shy around strangers, funky around friends, meditative when with only myself.  Free-spirited, yet entirely open-minded, open to change, having many dreams I doubt I’ll ever pursue.  Half the genes of a fiery, red-headed wild child, and half the genes of a perfectionist, worry- ( Read more... )

Hasn’t been much to write about lately.  I went to Cleveland two weekends ago for my cousins wedding and it was very sweet.  While I was there, I went to the 2nd largest harry potter party in the country with MJ.  It was frickin amazing.  The wedding went really well too.  It was weird to see my cousin getting married because she is only a 1 ½ ( Read more... )

So, it’s a Wednesday.  I’m almost on a normal work schedule now.  After having to leave work for two dentist appointments, im happy that I only have one hour of work left to make up.  I’m going to spread it out and work an extra half hour today and tomorrow.  Fun fun.

The really awesome news of the day is that I have 4 surgeries to look forward to ( Read more... )

Now why did I title my entry that.. I don’t like that song at all whatsoever… meeh?

ok so let me talk about random shit for awhile... because i can.

im so excited for the 7th Harry Potter book to come out.  I remember when I read the 4th one, summer before 8th grade.  I thought then "wow, if im still reading these by the time the 7th book comes out ( Read more... )

Ah. It was a loooong weekend.  But a good one.  I went to Cleveland for Rachel’s 21st bday celebration.  While I was there, I saw four of my best buddies houses.  I bring that up because there is something strangely sentimental about seeing where people live when they are not in cbus.  Seeing someone’s home always says something about their life ( Read more... )

I am a disciplined girl, right?  I understand when its important to do what I’m told, and I do it, right?

No, no I really don’t.   Or rather, I cant force myself to.  Not when I don’t give a shit about what I’m doing.  I guess that’s comforting in some ways, because I don’t like doing homework, but I can easily force myself to do it anyways.  So ( Read more... )