I FOUND SOMEONE WITH SIMILAR INTERESTS.

=D

I would have never guessed... I mean, I should have known, but she's so
--pure--
in my eyes.

{for example, she doesn't know what masturbation, 69, or oral sex means.}
{she learned about "intercourse" in biology.}

oh man, though.

it's great to finally have found a real friend.

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my fast was only partially ( Read more... )

3day fast, starting tomorrow.

anyone want to join?

so i've decided i hate laxatives ( Read more... )

I sometimes wonder what I would be like if I didn't have so many damned "friends."

Fuckers.

^I think I am a misanthrope in disguise.

Ugh.

I need more pills.

Gosh, I just totally lost my heart...

When did this happen?

SCHOOL STARTS MONDAY.
I'm dissapointed. 20lbs behind schedule, but 40 lbs is progress, I guess.

This hasn't really been a summer vacation for me, in most aspects.

I've had a terrific time reading, listening to music, catching up with myself, mostly. Rediscovered my love for the saxophone, dwelved deeper into philosophy, Freud, Jung, old black and ( Read more... )

TO THE ANON. POSTER:
thank you.

you were the best thinspiration i've had in a while.

but you'll see.
i'm going to be beautiful.

i'm alive, don't worry, kids.
commenting will be back,
so will activeness.

i'm alive.

i am not pretty i am not pretty i am fat i am fat i am not pretty i am not pretty i am fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat.

and i didn't even binge or mess up...
i'm feeling oddly suicidal again.
but hell, that's no good.
i've got a test in a few hours.

this is what a failure feels like.

151 lbs
I do hope to be down a pound or two tomorrow.
My weekly goal would have been reached. =)

These last few days were quite hard at first, but they're getting easier.
I really do love cooking, so I've been making things like deserts for them.
My sister has the biggest sweet tooth, wonderfully thin girl though,
loves my food.
She's lucky, to be so ( Read more... )

153 lbs.
Last time I weighed myself, anyhow. >.o
I just drank a bunch of diet coke, so I don't want to jump on the scale just yet.
The waterweight may make me cry. ;-;

I LOVE COOKING;
I really do. I love the Food Network, not because of the food.
Just because I don't know... Cooking is very satisfying, in some aspects, for me, at least.
I cooked lunch ( Read more... )

155.5 lbs.
I really want this.
92 lbs is the perfect weight, I know I can get there by at least my birthday.
(January 4th)
I want to be 120 by 8/10, and I have 4 weeks left.
This week, I've lost 3.5 lbs. I have 4 days left of the week to lose more weight, and
I am DETERMINED TO DO SO;

I will be thin.

the difference between want and need is self- ( Read more... )