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"No woman can be too thin for me---
The thinner she is, the more she's a goddess in my eyes."

Dear Someone Very Special,

I would love to be loved.

Just give me a little more time, and you'll see.

I'll be the most beautiful in the girl, just for you.

Whoever you are.

---sincerely,
jennifer <3

I'm 4 lbs behind schedule, but at least I am still on schedule, right?

I think Mia is mad at me.
I'm sorry, but it has to be this way.

Ana is just more important to me.

Forgive me.

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applicable to 3 areas:

I KNOW I have the power to stop myself.
But I really don't want to

i can't think.

i just want to be beautiful.

is that so much to ask?

i finally got down to 169 ( Read more... )

I purged breakfast today, and then they gave me 3 kolaches ( Read more... )

Oof. I gained back 2 lbs.

This is just a mistake.
169 will come in a few days.

I guess that day, there was just no water in me?

>.o

Oh well, here is to wishful thinking.

From Ana's obedient servant.
I declare my loyalty.
From this point and on.

I can't fuck up, not now.

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