good work.
you fucked me just like all the rest of them. you told me for months and months that you loved me, you told me i was the most important person in the world to you, you promised me the world. once i gave you everything that i had, my heart, my soul, you took everything else. you took it out, spread my legs and you goddamn fucked me. now, ( Read more... )

i am getting rather sick and tired of this, will i ever have a relationship like all the others i see everyday? will the person who tells me they love me ever call me thier girlfriend, or introduce me as thier girlfriend? will i ever be more than just a friend of convience? soemone who will hold my hand no matter where we are, someone who will call ( Read more... )

i remember why i stayed alive.

i have been neglecting my live journal recently, i think its because there hasnt been anything to write about, or maybe its because i never found the time, or perhaps simply becuase i missed you. either way, tomorrows my birthday. and tomorrow will be the first time in 5 years that you arent there. maybe i wont be

its funny how things change. and how some things just seems to stay for ever the same. it funny how living here in this apartment by myself i have so much time to think, and i really really needed this time to myself. haha, but if there wernt always awesome shows to go to at night, i might go crazy. i finially met this girl this weekend, mori, ( Read more... )

i let someone know how i felt today. it felt good. it may not have been my place, but i hate to see people treated like that. that is all. have a good day.

i found the perfect song the other day. it has everything i want to say to you all wrapped into one.

i am sorry and i miss you, but maybe, just maybe i'll move on.
i'm not making any goddamn promises

its raining

soooooo much on my mind, and nothing i can do about any of it. god there is so much shit to remember. i fucking love you and miss you more than anything. thats all.

its nice to be in a place where no one has any expectations of you and you can really truly do whatever you like and be however you want.
thank god for me.