i like this.  i think all girls need to read it.

After A While
Veronica Shoffstall

After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security. and you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises. and you ( Read more... )

derik starts his new job monday.  this is gonna be so different for us.  waaaaay less time together...  i mean, i'm excited that he's gonna be working and making good money.  that takes away a lot of the stress.  but i'm gonna miss him always being there whenever i want him to be there!  i know it's selfish, but that's just the way i am i guess.  ( Read more... )

*sigh* ...........

::yawn:: ..............

i guess that's all that's going on right now.

my mom's already semi picked out a spot for the wedding.  it's called the lakeshore lodge and it's in estes park, just a short drive from here.  estes park is a beautiful little touristy town.  i don't mind her making these sorts of decisions because she knows the area far better than i do, plus she's just plain better at that sort of thing.  i ( Read more... )

enter bridezilla.  wedding happens october 12th ( Read more... )

so far over the course of this week i've had a close friend commit suicide, i've gotten in a minor automobile accident, i've found out that my license will be suspended until august 24th (the day before our tentative wedding date) because of my DUI, i've lost my social security card AND birth certificate, i've smoked way too much pot, and ( Read more... )

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so we've set a date for august 25th.  next month we're going to start looking at apartments (after a lot of the college kids move out).  we're getting very stressed about the financial aspect of everything, but everything else we're both giddy about.  it's just weird to me that this is actually happening.  it's something i've thought about since i ( Read more... )

we're getting married!  yeah, just that quick!  we looked at rings today and it didn't even feel creepy.  i started directly addressing myself in my mind as "mrs. farmer" and it felt pretty good.  he looked at me and told me that i am the most important thing in his entire life.  we talked about how great it will be to share our own place.

i ( Read more... )

Denea --

[noun]:

An alien

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