there is always someone at my house playing horable/wonder full music. sometimes its me.

i kinda wounder what the hell is going on with me. i went to a fourth party tonight and just left like rght in the middle way before the fire works. i dont know why i did it. i sit around and get bummed that im just sitting around then i get out and all i want to do is go home and site around. what the fuck is that all about.

i sit in my car at work allot. there is not allot of urgent work but theres almost always something to do if i realy want to do stuff. i feel bad for sitting in my car but i do it any ways. today i had just got out of my car, were i had sat for the last few hours, and started working. this old women walked by me and said that something about me ( Read more... )

2 rainbows, lightning, summer sun set, cool rain im drenched. pleas i beg you at this moment try to tell me ther is no god. ill laugh, i am laughing at his wonder and his great striength displayd in this magniaficent beauty ( Read more... )

some would say ive weatherd the storm and stuck to my guns. i will say there wrong. all i do is acedently call out agian and agian. i mean i dont even mean to but its like its part of me. i was raisd to beg and i do it well. it feals unatural to walk tall and stand proud. if ive weatherd a storm its been by his grace alone. if ive stuck to my guns ( Read more... )

i drove a long way to see her and she wasent even there. good thing i didint drive all that way just to see her ( Read more... )

CAPS FUCKING FUICK I AM SOOO GOD DAMND PISSED RIGHT NOW. THERE ARE INSPECTERS AT MY HOUSE AND MY HOUSE HEAD DIDINT TELL ME THTA THEYD BE HERE SO I JUST GOT HOME AND ALL THESE ASS HOLES ARE IN MY HOUSE, FUCKERS.

I stole sex like a three year old steals his fathers sig 57 chrome top. i used sex like the the three year old kid yoused his fathers sig 57 chrome top. i am dead like the three year old who used his fathers sig 57 chrome top ( Read more... )

this mistery unfolded and brought life to my sick side. its been a few years since i tried to hide it but part of me wants to do it agian. love is a fucking joke its something only god can do, we can merly try but deep down we hate. i hate. hate is natural its comfterble espeacly once your yoused to the pain.

im kinda in the same place i feal bad all the time about sin but its just not so important to me any more. what is important to me is that i have a realationship with god. and wail it sucks for me that im going to reap all the wicked that i sow i just cant make leaps and bounds like im asked to by my paster. last time i checked in with god about my ( Read more... )